reading does that to you.

it's okay. you're going through the worst part right now, i promise that it gets better. sometimes not taking the risk and asking him seems better because you can't get hurt that way but you also never find out and you'd keep wondering that maybe there was a chance that he'd   _ i think you did a good thing, even if it doesn't feel like it. everything is shitty but it passes and when you meet that dream summer guy, you'll be happy and laughing again and it will seem all so faraway.

but don't wait around for that mystery guy by reading depressing books! when do your swimming lessons start? btw sorry everytime you call i'm always busy or something. if you've been reading my lj, you know that i bought my guitar yesterday! so we can start working on our fantastic debut. the guitar isn't that loud though so we're gonna need a really good mike. plus learning guitar is actually pretty hard (my fingertips went from really pained to sore to numb and that was just the first day) so i dont know if i'm gonna be able to play by september but let's hope.

diana but i was too lazy to sign in bliwy